The heart with a mind of its own.

(Be present.)

The mind with a heart of its own.

(It's past.)

The dream that is your waking life.

(Go there now.)

Sunday, Feb. 22, 2009

My mother is in town and we are supposed to go and visit my younger brother's grave today. Fuck. I don't want to because I don't care, but there I'm going to be.

I just want to distance myself from all of that. I'm so living on the surface right now--or I'm not and I resent having to do so.

retreat or surrender

More lies:
Waking Sleeping Demons II - Sunday, Oct. 30, 2011
Waking Sleeping Demons - Saturday, Oct. 29, 2011
time - Friday, May. 20, 2011
- - Wednesday, Oct. 06, 2010
The Return - Tuesday, Oct. 05, 2010