The heart with a mind of its own.

(Be present.)

The mind with a heart of its own.

(It's past.)

The dream that is your waking life.

(Go there now.)

Waking Sleeping Demons
Saturday, Oct. 29, 2011

I Was Old Then, Imagine How I Feel Now

I should not Google into the past. I should not do this because it might bring me too much into the now, and I don't want to know.


So often my life seems like a collection of bad choices and wrong turns. I feel as though I've done so little right.

(Oh my god, am I crying now?)

I'm embarrassed and ashamed, reminded of how close my heart is to the surface, how little healing has taken place. I am an open wound still.

retreat or surrender

More lies:
Check It - Thursday, Mar. 31, 2016
Sometimes I Almost Feel Just Like A Human Being - Wednesday, Nov. 19, 2014
Still Here - Thursday, Mar. 06, 2014
The Slumbering Demon - Friday, Jan. 04, 2013
Waking Sleeping Demons II - Sunday, Oct. 30, 2011