The heart with a mind of its own.

(Be present.)

The mind with a heart of its own.

(It's past.)

The dream that is your waking life.

(Go there now.)

Waking Sleeping Demons II
Sunday, Oct. 30, 2011

A Demon from My Past

It's my fault: I went looking. It's hard to believe that my heart ever wanted him, and yet, looking at his pictures online, his CV, my heart cracked open again. He's like a drug that I have to walk away from.

Kazu, too.

Will anyone ever love me?

retreat or surrender

More lies:
Depression - Saturday, Oct. 07, 2017
Check It - Thursday, Mar. 31, 2016
Sometimes I Almost Feel Just Like A Human Being - Wednesday, Nov. 19, 2014
Still Here - Thursday, Mar. 06, 2014
The Slumbering Demon - Friday, Jan. 04, 2013