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The heart with a mind of its own.(Be present.) | The mind with a heart of its own.(It's past.) | The dream that is your waking life.(Go there now.) | |||
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so its obviously been awhile since i updated. lots of things have happened. i turned 32. i have left max, something i thought i'd never do--and only did because i fell in love with someone else. that relationship (should be in bitter, bitter quotes perhaps, but, really, i'm not feeling it) is over. there is not even the vestiges of a friendship to point out poigniantly. i am one semester from graduation--something i have been saying for about the last three years, but given what happens if i don't graduate this semester, i truly have to make it count. i have my own apartment now, a cute little efficiency in the student ghetto with wood and tile floors, a big bathtub, and a 21-year-old next door neighbor whose loud exploits seem designed to make me crazy. (though she is, thankfully, not home much.) in terms of superficial appearances, i pierced my nose and got a new tattoo. i have been weight-lifting and building a new body. my weight loss total has reached 118 lbs. things have changed. things are changing. i'll update again soon.
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