The heart with a mind of its own.

(Be present.)

The mind with a heart of its own.

(It's past.)

The dream that is your waking life.

(Go there now.)

Sunday, Oct. 25, 2009

I wish I could say that I am a better person, but I'm not. I don't have a lot of sympathy for Da at the moment. I am trying to be supportive, but I don't feel it is in me to commiserate with his pain. I keep recalling all the time I've spent in pain and his response all that time has been to ignore it as much as possible. Now that the tables are turned, I want to be as rejecting of him as he has been of me in the past.

retreat or surrender

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time - Friday, May. 20, 2011
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The Return - Tuesday, Oct. 05, 2010