sublingua

The heart with a mind of its own.

(Be present.)

The mind with a heart of its own.

(It's past.)

The dream that is your waking life.

(Go there now.)

Demon Heartache
Monday, Mar. 01, 2004

Heartache.

What will I do? What will I do until this is over?

I remember last summer The Demon Who Always Does The Right Thing telling me about breaking up with Ama. Of heartache, she said with wonder, "It hurts. Your heart actually hurts."

I believe in heartache. I am grateful for it even. I trust it. I trust my heart to tell me the truth. It's never let me down in that regard. All day and all night I try to stay open to the pain and to listen to it without succumbing to internalized cynicism.

retreat or surrender

More lies:
Waking Sleeping Demons II - Sunday, Oct. 30, 2011
Waking Sleeping Demons - Saturday, Oct. 29, 2011
time - Friday, May. 20, 2011
- - Wednesday, Oct. 06, 2010
The Return - Tuesday, Oct. 05, 2010

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