The heart with a mind of its own.

(Be present.)

The mind with a heart of its own.

(It's past.)

The dream that is your waking life.

(Go there now.)

Wednesday, Apr. 10, 2002

I remember feelings and the death of feelings. I remember the decision and I now know that the decision was made in ignorance. I wanted the feelings gone and was willing to pay any price for that. I threw my goals into the pot and my ambition to achieve them. I wanted nothing more than to be rid of the possibility of repeating the past.

Now I am here. I feel nothing strongly. I don't hurt or take things personally. My anger is, for all practical purposes, gone. I aquiesce.

retreat or surrender

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