|The heart with a mind of its own.(Be present.)||The mind with a heart of its own.(It's past.)||The dream that is your waking life.(Go there now.)|
I remember feelings and the death of feelings. I remember the decision and I now know that the decision was made in ignorance. I wanted the feelings gone and was willing to pay any price for that. I threw my goals into the pot and my ambition to achieve them. I wanted nothing more than to be rid of the possibility of repeating the past.
Now I am here. I feel nothing strongly. I don't hurt or take things personally. My anger is, for all practical purposes, gone. I aquiesce.